Moving On ..

I don want ur replies anymore
I don’t want u to unblock me when u see me online anymore
I don’t want u to leave freakin email or a stupid messages
I don’t care if u figure out what ive done or what am ging to do
I don’t care if u tell the world the wrongs ive done
I don’t care if they find out am a “Closet Writer”
I don’t care anymore

I just didn’t block u from facebook and msn ..
I blocked u from my life

With this I conclude … I have officially “moved on”

ForEver,
xoxoxo
MaV [Ma’aV]

Okay i you know how i keep going on MoveOn MoveOn in my blog titile .. well i seriously NEED to move on ..

i talked to this Elder person .. a teacher actually .. Told him everything ive kept bottled up .... told him about that time when i was 10 .. that kid got run over by a car and slipped into comma and i saw who did it and never told on him and that i still feel guitly about it .. told him SOO MUCH OTHER STUFF ! God forbid ! ..
Told him about a few of my "Friends" told him about my little life .. told him about my parents ... told him about how G's gonna leave me soon .. .. told him how much i hate that 62 year old jerk who's making my dad's and everybody else's dad's miserable .. told him all the rotten things that has happened to me ..... but then you know WHAT? As soon as he was going to open his mouth to actually say something ...

It happend .. i woke up .. it was a DREAM ! O.O
iSwear that was sooo dissapointing ! i started crying casue i had never told anyone soo much stuff and then then *POOF* ..All gone ! imean in my dream i was SOOO RELAXED and then when i wake up am like THAT NEVER REALLY HAPPENED ! I WASNT TALKING TO ANYONE BUT MYSELF!

Gosh was that some sort of sign ? ...

xoxo
MaV [Ma'aV]

Plz Say Aye

Friendship sometimes turns in to love but love into Friendship ? Never.

Those who agree please say "Aye"

xoxox
MaV [Ma'aV]

*Sighs* Dad's leaving today .. iwonder why he keeps doing this .. he comes and he goes and then comes back and goes again o.O .. and then he makes me and my elder siblings do it .. we go and come back n then go and come back again ! =.= What is up with THAT ! We have some serious issues here and its not just me ! ... plus i have exams starting this tues .. am really trying to Focus but my mind keeps wandering off somewhere else ! .. =.= Ohh man i seriosuly CANNOT afford to fail Maths .. my life .. my reputation ... Ahh !

xoxo,
MaV [Ma'aV]

Thanks lunatic ! =)

http://www.anvari.org/cols/Zodiac.html

Idiot Age?

Okay the past few days have been major busy like MAJOR BUSY ! o.O .. I havent even felt like writing .. something is surely wrong with me exept for the fact that am apparently "Sad" i dont know why but i just feel like punching peoples faces when they try to interupt my thoughts or ask me how my day went over and over again o.O [Mostly those people are my family-related-doctors .. talk about lame] i think their just paranoid and sometimes i like that everybody's got a problem but really nobody wants to solve them ..

I was talking to G the other day and she was telling me how shes gonna keep a very good watch on me when am 16 because she thinks 16 is an "Idiot Age" I think she just said that cause of my freinds , Nomad and Cathy .. i dont think Cathy does anything but Nomad is the kind of 16 year old who has to be watched over sure he's VERY mature and has always helped and taken care of me since am his youngest bestest friend .. but their's soemthing about Nomad that will always be kept a secret .. and thats why he's Nomad =) .. but well he's always been that way i dont think 16 is an Idiot Age ..

*Sighs* have to get back to studying ...

Much Long,
MaV [Ma'aV]

If Ever There Is A Tomorrow When
Were Not Together .. There Is Something
You Must Always Remember
You are Braver Than You Believe,

Stronger Than You Seem & Smarter

Than You Think But The Most Important

Thing Is, Even If Were Apart,

I'll Always Be With You

-winnie the pooh

Okay so now its been a week since ive been to school .. *Sighs* ... My brother happened to take full advantage of the fact of me not going and stayed home today too .. anyways today a Doc happened to invite himself over to my room .. [PS: Doc happens to be my uncle]

Doc: So where are these two?
Mum: Probably in their room

~~~~~~~~~~~~

Sam: Is that ..? O.O ..
MaV: Oh.My.God ! Sam HIDE! He's gonna have one of those "talks" with us !!
*Doc enters room
*Me , G and Sam all stare at him*
Doc: Okay so whats this all about?
*We continue staring*
Doc: *Takes a deep breath* Marv , do u happen to get sick IN school or before going to school?
Me: Umm .. right before going to school .. in the morning .. looking at the uniform gives me the creeps..
Doc: *smiles* Ahaan .. now G .. havent u taught these two how YOUVE ADJUSTED ..?
G: .. I cant tell them anything .. I havent adjusted myself ..
*Me and Sam start laughing*
Doc: *looks a little worried* .. Okay .. Hmm well then .. i suggest Marv .. u take some medicine before going to school
Me: Medicine ..? like ummm .. Dr-Drugs? O.O
Doc: O.O .. Ofcourse NOT! .. Youre far TOO LITTLE! .. and i know thats its very hard for u all .. with ur Dad not being around and ur Mum staying busy and everything .. but u must understand .. and try to over come suct situations and takecare of each other .. Hmm .. Sam and G .. since u are are elder i appoint u to watch over Mav .. and u both are going to school on Monday .. takecare

*Doc leaves*
*We all start staring at each other*

Sam: He thinks he's so smart but really he didnt even know what to tell us !! .. what a DOOF!
G: I agree ..
MaV: Why's he bossing us around anyway ..?
G: Cause Dad's not here .. and their supposed to APPARENTLY take his place .. and yeah .. their ELDER and KNOW BETTER .. which they do .. but i think were just too depressed to see it .. or understand it .. or feel it! o.O
Sam: *Sighs*

Xoxo
MaV [Ma'aV]

*Sighs* .. Still havent returned back to school ... ..

Sitting in bed all day is kinda getting boring now !
Haha sent this really Funny+Cute E card to Nomad today ! =D

http://www.hallmark.com/webapp/wcs/stores/servlet/ecard%7C10001%7C10051%7C630358%7C147551;-102001;181568;-102162%7Cecard%7CP1R9S%7Cecards?&totalCategories=18&sortBySelect=&categoryId=-102162

Haha!

Xoxo
MaV [Ma'aV]

What Else Am I Left With?

Okay , i didnt go to school today either ! =.= .. so i woke up at the middle of the night today at 4:30 .. okay maybe thats the middle of a new day but yeah .. hanging on the closet door i could see my school uniform .. and i FREAKED ! .. i seriously got SCARED ! .. O.O ..Talk about acting Paranoid n then well my mom got up and went all like "Are you feeling any better?" and then i sort of begged my mom not to let me go today too .. well i wasnt feeling better anyway .. =.=

Anyway yesterday while staying in bed and listening to music .. i did alot of thinking [ALOT].. i think i finally have stuff figured out a little .. [ okay maybe not a little but just a bit ] .. i have decided that am gonna study alot more to keep my mind out of everything and that am gonna download more songs for keeping my self from doing anything stupid ! =.= .. And and i have decided that am gonna spend more of my pocket money on paintbrushes and CD's rather than take it to school and then lend it to somebody who wont even return it back to me in the first place! =.= I miss my old school =[

So now that i can finally keep my self busy and not get into trouble and hopefully get good grades for it .. i guess i have nothing else to worry about !..

Cheers ,
MaV [Ma'aV]

Surprise Surprise !

WHAOO ! My Dad just Texted meh !!!!!!!
He's coming on 14 NOV !!!!!!!!!!!! =D
MAN I LOVE MY DADDY ! ♥

YAY ! No school for meh today ! =D .. ...
I gotta say staying in bed all day listening to music is kinda fun and relaxing ! =)
But yeah i'll be missing out a LOT ! and i still have my prevous work to complete ! =.=
Man! I hate school !

Xoxo
MaV [Ma'aV]

Ouch!

Wow! This drawing on Paint thing is getting kinda fun ! =D

Princess Mia

OMG! I finally finished reading the 9th Book ! =D .. I have to say .. it has totally changed my views about Mia ! .. I used to think she was a Wacko! but not anymore .. she's pretty Sane now! atleast when she brought Democracy to Genovia ! I have to say the title "Princess Mia" is PERFECT! Cause this book is ALL about MIA ! =) ..

Ohh and Lilly is evil and Micheal is still WAYYY better than J.P!